just as the red sun sets. the light fades and when the night comes time feels slower than usual. that's where the waiting game starts. you just stare but you don't see anything. you think until there's too much to think off. you might doze off now and then but you don't see the point if continuing. so you just stare into blank space and listen to the humming of the fans and the screeching of the tires the cars make as they hiss by my place. i can hear my own breathing when silence starts to develop. all it takes is just concentration. i can travel into another world in just seconds. i can leap through time and i can have candies over the clouds while holding a red umbrella. spilling bottle caps over people. and counting how long it takes for the bottle caps to reach the ground. they make clitter clatter noise bbbbbbbbbbbbbbvs but they don't mean anything. what sense does it make when you're the only one experiencing it but you don't seem to approve it. so you just float there and just look down. not knowing whats going to happen next. you just sit there and wait. you will wait and you will wait. till the first light hits your face. and then you will realize; its a new day. put on a smile that you keep inside your closet in between your black clothes and red underwear. put them on and you're ready for the day.

i am waiting for tomorrow.

i am waiting for tomorrow.

i am waiting for tomorrow.

i am waiting for tomorrow.

i miss you so. i'm here. hugs. <3 :)

mobilicious.

LOOVEE is bloody awesome.

hi.

hello.

whatcha doing there?

nothing...just stoning

oh...ok...

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hey, i call you back later, i wanna shower.

alright, bye!

bye!

: )

although i know i will be fine. and although i know i will stay strong. i wanna take a walk..